Truth

I am sorry,
I kept you waiting,
for the positive answer.
I just didn't dare to spill the truth.

I fear what could happen,
if we are together.
As I promised myself
to be lonely forever.

There is nothing that can change my mind,
for your heart is now mine.
It is just a matter of time,
to let you hold the heart of mine.

My mind is like a concrete wall,
but your love changes it all.
It slowly now has a door,
but I don't know what is that for.

Then, I start to realise,
I need to stop telling lies.
To reveal my true self,
and start being myself.

I don't know whether its too late,
Has your love for me starting to fade?
Let's just hope you can wait.