It is a game.

The character in the game, controlled by the player.
He can choose to be disobedient, but he did not.
Being pushed around in the game.
He has feelings thought, being sad and lonely inside.
But what could he do?
He is only a character in the game,
with many that stands above him.
Which makes him,
unimportant, small, tiny.
The player may have symphaty for the others,
but not for him.
He is happy inside
when the player wins.